tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4179595007554980645.post8633454703783352958..comments2024-03-05T12:29:43.693-08:00Comments on The Abode of Yoga: Suchatula -- A Guest PostY.http://www.blogger.com/profile/06691766827578927691noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4179595007554980645.post-77061322082530033332017-01-04T00:15:51.216-08:002017-01-04T00:15:51.216-08:00"The abuse was extensive and was not only the..."The abuse was extensive and was not only the sexual, mental and emotional abuse by Ckg but by some of his disciples as well. I am sure that the few stories that have come out are only the tip of the iceberg"<br /><br />I"m so sorry that you were subjected to this. You posted this a few years ago and I hope your healing journey is going well now. From the bottom of my heart I am happy that Chinmoy is dead. He doesn't deserve to breath the same air as you. <br /><br />When I was first a disciple, I was being groomed for the sexual exploitation, but I was too expressive and loud mouthed for Chinmoy. I would catch him staring at me in a predatory sexual way practically drooling. Like a dirty old man which is what he was. A fat bald old sad fuck. This was very confusing. They all told me he was celibate but he was on the prowl every minute. I told myself that must be my fault, it's my sensual vibe. I'm too sexual, my breasts are too big, my family was too complicated and not the ones who donated money to him. I am engrossed by these stories. There must have been hundreds of sexual acts and sexual partners, all naive young things afraid to not submit to him. <br /><br />This is how pimps groom young vulnerable women and men! It's called turning out. I often wonder if Chinmoy was on drugs because of his flat affect, methadone, heroin. this makes perfect sense to me. <br /><br />I am grateful that I escaped. The whole group is sicker than they realize. When is anyone ever going to be held responsible for all of this and why does it continue? <br /><br />I started researching information for a family member who I am afraid is in a cult group and where do I wind up? Back at the cult I was held hostage in. <br />I apologize for posting anonymously, but for professional reasons I can't have my name associated with this cult group. <br /> Thank you for doing the blog, I"ve been reading this for hours and I am impressed by your process. Keep going. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4179595007554980645.post-34466387522255291262015-07-28T06:06:59.018-07:002015-07-28T06:06:59.018-07:00Thank you both for your very kind comments. It mea...Thank you both for your very kind comments. It means a lot to me to know that there is support for those of us who come forward to tell the truth about Chinmoy. I too hope that more disciples will come forward and tell their stories about their experiences in the centre. The abuse was extensive and was not only the sexual, mental and emotional abuse by Ckg but by some of his disciples as well. I am sure that the few stories that have come out are only the tip of the iceberg. There is strength in numbers and like the Bill Cobsy story in the New York Magazine that was just published, the truth will come out. There is no more hiding for ckg and the centre. I remember translating those tapes. The one you speak of would be great to have for evidence but the centre has probably gotten rid of all that or has it under lock and key. Thank you for writing. I wish I knew who you are, however, I respect your privacy. I am glad you came to San Francisco and we met. Thank you again. Celiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11060003784009353141noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4179595007554980645.post-68342179331129143882015-07-12T23:22:11.222-07:002015-07-12T23:22:11.222-07:00Dear Suchatala,
Thank you for being so brave to co...Dear Suchatala,<br />Thank you for being so brave to come forward with your story and I hope that your strength can encourage other victims to come forward in solidarity to expose Sri Chinmoy for what he is. <br />Followers of Sri Chinmoy need to know the truth abiyt who they are putting all their "faith" in, who they are putting their unquestioning trust in.<br />This is an unrelated story...but when I was part of the centre we were tasked with transcribing Sri Chinmoy dialogues from old audio tapes onto paper. The conversation on the tape I was transcribing was between Sri Chinmoy and a female disciple (I dont know who) and she was talking in a sexually suggestive way - at the time I dismissed it and assummed that I did not understand the conversation because it was entirely outside my concept of who Sri Chinmoy was. But after reading these testimonials from yourself and others that conversation now fits in very well with the real truth about Sri Chinmoy, and it all makes sense to me now. <br />Thank you again Suchatala for your words of truth. I spent time with you in San Franciso long ago, you were very kind and hospitable to me.<br />Warm Regards, anon.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4179595007554980645.post-8573200745705467372014-10-20T11:56:04.430-07:002014-10-20T11:56:04.430-07:00Dearest Suchatala ,
I just read your comment and y...Dearest Suchatala ,<br />I just read your comment and you are touching my heart!! I am very GRATEFUL and SAD at the same time. Its sooo great that you write again about what happened to you. Its so unbelievable and disgusting what CKG did and I always hope that everybody will hear about it, sooner or later. Sevikas first comment saved my life.<br />It is always better to know the TRUTH, even if it is an extremely painful terrible experience. I suffered from it for years, being in psychopharmatic clinics etc. <br />But fortunately there are always good friends with real love, like James, who hold us and help us....LOVE US<br />and we learn how to trust again.<br />How are you doing now and where do you live???<br />I would be very happy to hear from you:<br />a.menge@rose-divine.com<br /><br />I am very unhappy that Aruna, "my little nice" is still there. From time to time I write her, they recently had a concert in Cologne, but she ran away from me.<br /><br />Suchatala, I hope to see you again, may be in Germany?? <br /><br />lots of love hugs and kisses <br />Anna/Archana Cologne<br />Annanoreply@blogger.com